When we have had enough and the fruit of life no longer satisfies us, we naturally turn inward, we seek solitude and rest. We ask questions, we look for answers, and we search for meaning. until we find something. If we reach for another thing to avoid the dark, something to pacify us, like drugs, work, sex, screens, or alcohol, we will keep reaching for it, for the dopamine hit. Spiritual growth is what we need on the journey.